Whirling dervish...
...I'm not sure what that means, but it probably describes my present stage at life.Okay, I'm going to look it up before I stick with the above statement... Wow I was totally off. I knew there was a reason that term was in my vocabulary, but it comes from my Middle East History class a couple years ago... Anyways, my life has been busy.
I'm finally over the sickness that somewhat flattened me for the past week or so. My wife ordered me to stay on the couch and slow down - which I forcefully resisted... until I stood up. I now know understand the definition of "loopy".
I want to think that I haven't completely shelved plans for graduate school - the big question is for what? I have a strong interest in history and how it applies today. That's too broad, though. Add my interest in the intersection of politics and religion along with my strong passion for issues routinely ignored by the loudest churches, and I have no clue what to do. I want to learn - I feel like I don't know enough yet I may have something to contribute. Operative word = "may".
I really enjoy Baptist history, as I look at Southern Baptists I wonder if they're being true to what a Baptist really is. I want to call attention to the issues that are being ignored... I want individuals, churches, denominations to step up and respond to the moral issues of our day that are forgotten. I don't envision myself as a pastor at all, but I feel like seminary may help... or should I go to a university and get a history degree?
Okay, assuming I answer those questions, what would I do with said degree? How would that degree help? I like the job I have now - it's challenging, the hours are great, I have a ton of responsibility, but the reward is high. However, I'm not fulfilled. I'm not fulfilled with everything I'm involved with at church. After being burned at Oklahoma where I learned my interest in meteorology was merely pedestrian, I'm skittish at the prospect of committing to something.
Maybe lunch with a good buddy next week will help clear the air...




